Yosh. Updating a page no one sees. Hardly anyone anyway. Starting to see the uselessness of blogs. Sure everyone can see it. Matter is whether they're even concerned. Oh well. I'll just keep myself alive then. I've lived with it for a year now. Entertaining myself on a webpage? Chickens. Jumped blogs around while waiting for mh. Jumped on my classmates' blogs. And they all mentioned how they miss 2e6'10. Then i read on, about what people would be worth remembering. Sheesh. I'm starting to wonder if i was even anything in someone's life. Perhaps i was just a breeze that just had to pass by their lives in a certain point of time. Before i just go and fade off on my own into nowhere. Oh well. Guess. That's life. You get remembered. And not. Perhaps all this shit is getting into my head. Too much cooped at home. Need to get out of the house. Tomorrow. And the day after that. To be exact. Life is so tiring. I mean. If anyone saw it from my perspective. Everyone's trying desperately to keep up. While some get left out and soon ignored. If that's life. I rather end it now. Life is about all of us sticking together. Till the end. Doesn't matter whether we win. Or lose. It's about the fun we were all supposed to have. But i guess as time grows people just get so worked up on what has to be done, rather than having fun in the process with friends. I feel that my world. Is hard to survive. I don't know about others. But mine is. No one in the class is who they are. Except for the ever outgoing boys but, that's not my point. Everyone's putting up a facade. A...shield. They never want people to see who they really are. While trying desperately to keep up that mask that shields they're faces. If that's so. Why should they be trying so hard in the first place. Reason being. They had something. To hide. All of them. I shall not elaborate. Cause if someone out there's reading this. You should understand what i mean. They have secrets. Yet they're all afraid to say it out. Thus the facades. If science was nothing but perception, life is nothing but mystery, which no one knows how to unfold.
I really hope that there's someone out there reading. And know how i feel. Cause i hate fighting alone.
-Nigel Out 1.37.p.m
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; Currently in Zhonghua Sec'09
; 1E5'09, 2E6'10
; Do we have to go through this?
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