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Sunday, January 2, 2011

~ 2:22 AM ~

Yosh.
Yes.
I know i haven't posted in awhile.
Sorry!
Guess i don't always feel like it.
Well.
People do get tired of blogging once in awhile.
Especially if you get no visitors anyway.
Tsk.
This blog's a failure.
But.
I'll just kind of try to keep it going.
Somehow.
._.
W/e.
Or i might even kill this blog.
I've killed blogs before.
And they went pretty smooth i gotta say.
Ohwells.
Anyways.
School's starting in two days.
Oh my Atlanta!
i don't know what to do.
>.<
Haven't quite finished my homework yet.
Grrrrrr.
I always complete my homework on time.
Except this time. I guess.
:/
Damn it.
Sorry.
But.
I got to go now.
I'll try to check back soon.
TRY.
Toodles.

-Nigel Out
6.27pm

Why do you keep saying goodbye?

Monday, December 20, 2010

~ 8:45 AM ~

Yosh.

I know I haven't blogged for a long time.

I was kinda busy.

Sorta.

I think.

Whatevers.

Recent activities...

Returned from Melbourne!

Nice weather.

Especially sovereign hill.

You just gotta love it there.

Visit Melbourne if you have the time.

Awesome place.

Some idiot gay times with Gary, awesome times with Gregory, Daniel, Alphi and ChinEe.

Bought 3 shirts~

WOOTS.

It's 12.29 now.

Writing since I cant sleep.

Class gathering is tmr!

Wait.

Today.

Yeah.

Today.

Haha.

And I'll be having floorball on Thursday.

Saweeet~

Hmmmmmmmmmm.

I came across some friends relationships surfing Facebook.

That's kinda the only life I had ever since the holidays started.

And I think I know where I put y holiday hmwrk...

It's gotta be near here somewhere...

Or in the dump.

Hmm.

Anywayyyyy.

Where was I.

Oh.

Relationships.

Hmmmmmm.

Seriously.

How does it feel like?

I know it's supposed to be indescribable or sth.

But.

It's gotta feel like sth right?

Hmmmmmmm.

Sometimes.

You just gotta envy those in relationships.

They experience things one can never experience alone.

I'm not talking about the bad stuff like quarreling touch wood.

I'm talking about.

What it feels like.

To know.

That everyday when you wake up there is this person to look forward to.

It's not the same as crushes.

Crushes are just one sided.

And probably don't end up anywhere nice.

Except having your heart, well. You know. Crushed?

I was just scrolling past some.

And I can't help.

But feel happy for them.

Really.

Not everyone gets this kind of chance.

This. Lucky. Chance.

And it just kinda even warms your heart more if in your heart you think they are compatible.

While they go live their happy life.

People like me just sit on the couch and wonder how ya gonna spend your useless life.

Gaming. Eating. Watching tv. Whatever.

How I wish.

I could know how it feels like.

I know how it feels to like someone.

But in a relationship?

Nah.

It really never happened to me before.

A guy like me? Sheesh. Everybody thinks I'd just make a good best friend. :/

Well.

That's that.

That's showbiz.

I'd just make a good best. Friend...

It's like everyone is in a relationship.

But me.

Well.

At least not having to be able to e in one before.

Guess.

I'm just not fated. :/

Haha.

I shall just live.

As life takes me.

But wouldn't it be nice.

If along that drifting way.

Someone.

Would just grab your hand.

And somehow.

Drag you along.

Against the currents of time.

To a place.

That only the two of you.

Can be alone.

Just. The two of you.

I guess.

I won't get to know it that soon (:

Meanwhile I shall just try to be a good best friend. Rather than.

A lover.

Whatever.

I sound horrible writing this kinda stuff.

Especially since I havent experienced it.

Gahhhh.

Get a life Nigel.

Your alone life.

-Nigel Out

12.43pm

I'll find the one that I spend forever with.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

~ 6:54 PM ~

Yosh.
Imma back.
But imma leaving soon.
For Melbourne.
Hahas.
And gawd.
I'm just halfway through packing!
I dont understand how Gary got through packing so early.
Gosh.
I'll get back to packing in a bit.
Watched maomao potter ytd~
With Erica, her sister,Wunping and Jueying and Sherlyn hopped in for lunch at Astons.
Astons was awesome.
Like always.
Although some ppl beg to differ.
W/e. :D
Wanted to lan.
Then the auntie say cannot.
So we wasted 15 mins for good ol nothin.
So we walked to Plaza Sing for some arcade action!
But didnt have a long one.
Turns out we all suck at time management.
Barely had time to buy pops.
And just made it before the movie started.
It was.
Quite nice. (:
Should go watch it if you havent.
A 2h15min show.
After that.
It rained like hell.
Couldn't even get to PS.
Too heavy rain.
Couldn't get through.
In the end.
I ran with my spare pe shirt as a cover.
Like WDH.
Stinks.
But the rain kinda washed it well i had to say. :D
Thank goodness i didn't give in to my temptation to cab home.
Then we hanged around Plaza Sing for a while again before departing.
Awesome day~
Haha
Finally got my class tee.
Finally.
Very nice colour.
Sky blue~
Or they call it royal blue~
Anw.
I like the colour.
And design.
Haha.
I should get back to packing soon.
Toodles!

PS: No songs today! Sorry! I'll make it up soon after i come back.

Just walk away...

-Nigel Out
11.04am

Sunday, November 21, 2010

~ 11:28 PM ~

Yosh.
I'm starting to wonder if blogging was a bad thing.
A not good thing.
A horrible thing.
A terrible thing.
A ridiculous thing.
A meaningless thing.
Etica.
What if.
Your worst enemies were always on to you.
Stalking you.
And reading your every single post.
For any trace of annoyance pinches from you.
And he becomes your nemesis.
And then becomes squidward?
Idk.
Besides that.
We can't tell for sure whether anyone could have been here.
So there.
A possibility you've been entertaining yourself for all this while.
But.
We all need a place.
To say.
Things.
And this really is kinda of.
A.
Place.
It's not like you can put it anywhere else.
Put it on facebook.
BAM.
You're the new attention seeker.
Put it on Twitter.
Sorry. You exceeded your wordcount.
Put it on myspace.
Wait.
Who actually has myspace? :/
Myspace?
Nah.
I can't believe i'm flying off this saturday.
Yes.
I know it was soon.
But this soon?
I haven't even packed!
Gahh.
I better start later.
Anw.
I'm damn happy.
One was about a game so you might not be interested.
But i'm gonna watch Mao Mao Potter and get class tee on thursday!
ZOMG.
So excited!
^^~
Thanks Elaine for all the class tee effort.
(:
Owell.
I shall go now. (:

Now this was a long past.
But it's one of my favs.
Why?
Cause it's life.
Dang if Kevin Rudolph was about life i could've liked him better.
Nvm.

Honor Society - Where are you now? ):

KPOP.
Beast - Beautiful

Toodles!
If it wasn't for you, i would never be who i am...

-Nigel Out
3.46pm

No tags? )))))):

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

~ 4:15 AM ~

~ 3:22 AM ~

Yosh.
The Great is back.
Yes.
No.
Wait.
Whaaaaaaaat?
Hahas.
Self-entertainment.
Do you guys try it?
It's pretty....nice.
When you're by your lonesome sometimes.
(:
Self-entertainment lessons at $19.99 per session.
If you are interested, please contact Nigel Ong on facebook or drop me a message.
Ages of all are welcome.
(:
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I don't remember doing anything in particular for Sunday or Monday.
But yesterday was.
Beyond words.
Floorball was A.W.E.S.O.M.E.
ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.
XD
Along with Audrey, Kenji, Lix, Shiying, Mr Low, Mrs Lin, Mr Iswaran(is that correct?0.0), Ms Suba, Mr Lam and another guy. ._.
Damn fun i tell y'.
Never sweated like that before.
In that way.
I'll never look at floorball the same way ever again.
I scored 3 goals.
But i wanted to score more.
Owells.
Next time then.
I wanna do it again!
Then dinnered with Ken, Audrey and Shiying as Lix headed home first.
Then it rained like showering potato buckets.
And Shiying could cab home.
Jealousy moment~
But we hijacked it anyway.
:D
To the MRT.
>_<
Then we went home.
Kenji went tuition.
Sad.
Heheh.
Went to the shirt shop with Elaine just now.
And it was shut.
In a wulu place.
Scary~
Then went home.
Wasted.
That's all.
:/

I wonder how does a relationship feel like.
Alot of ppl are in it.
I wonder how it feels like.
To have someone to look forward to school.
To have someone you can wholeheartedly confide in.
I've never felt that way before.
Wonder if i could anytime soon.
:/
It would change my life.
Completely.
I would like to be in one.
When i don't feel scared anymore.

SONGS!:
I'm not sure if you've heard it before. But it's tad nice. (:
Miranda Cosgrove - Kissing you
KPOP:
F.CUZ's new mv is out! Midnight Sun!

Somehow my lappy doesn't let me copy the embed code. >.<
But i'll share it as a individual post.
So sorry!

Tags:
kenji: Hey Hey Hey!
Hey hey hey! Thanks for visiting!

MC: Wah. I feel so biased. Never reply my tagg D:.
Hahas. Sorry! >.< Thanks for visiting!

eLaine: Hahah, no idea, just felt hyper that day xD . Tag ;>
Heh. I see. 0.0 Thanks for the tag!

You just don't trust me do you.

-Nigel Out
8.14pm